Every crisis presents an opportunity.

Well true, but it really sux big time to go through it again after just emerging from one just months ago.

Guess now, I just have to put my act together and make the best out of the worst situation.

For the past couple of days, I have been racking my brain on trying to find a way out. Well, it's tiring indeed, but strangely, now that I decide to pull myself together, it somehow makes me feel better.

True, the problem is still there. But guess I just to find means and ways to alleviate the situation.

Just hope things don't get worse ...... cross cross fingers.

Sometimes you wonder if only I had done this... Or if only I could have done that...
But NO! there is no "if only" in life cos time only moves forward.

Once you had made your choice and decision, you just have to face the consequences.

So here I am, back to square one.

At this moment, what I yearn for is having a nice stroll and nice chat only the sandy beach, lying on a nice green patch, chitchatting and admiring the stars above at the same time.

It is this simplicity that I am missing out in my life at the moment. These simple enjoyment to take my mind off matters, to detach myself from worries. And to let you know you are still alive.

At times one yearns for company, for the warmth and encouragement, the support and affirmation.

At other times, one yearns for solitude, the space to take a step back and reflect, and take a closer look and ask yourself, "Hey!! Are you really sure where you are heading for?"

Listening to the story Megumi told me today about the over-protective father whose love for his child, and his desire to protect his child from harm eventually led to the child's death instead, sets me thinking.

At times, being over-protective and over-caring may have detrimental effects to one instead of positive effects if what is given is not really what is needed? Well. guess effective communications and a certain level of understanding is essential for any form of healthy relationship....

Random.

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命

留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳

想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行

我會恨自己 如此狠心

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運

沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡

漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒

若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳

Actually liked this song since a long time ago. But back then, I was moved by the music and just the phrase "如果我變成回憶". Did not really take note of the lyrics.

It was only 2 days ago that on the spur of moment, that I went to youtube to listen to the song and scrutinize the lyrics in detail...

Hmm... sounds like a sense of foreboding especially since the operation is tomorrow.

So if indeed, "如果我變成回憶" , remember to come and visit me often and help me clear the weeds...

Choy!! Touch wood (please help me touch your head! haha)

Ok, enough of the crap .....

now looking forward to be officially a man with no .....

ahem ... wisdom

Showing off my best christmas gift of the year ....



The Original very Cute Bear




You know why it's the best christmas gift?








Nevertheless, it is still the best christmas gift

Thanks thanks!! :) :) :)

Actually, there's a second part.......

but it's all finished up!! Sedap.

Now is the beginning of a new year ......





And owner of a new phone .........

And a new blog outlook...

Thank you. :)

=)