It's been a hectic and month.
Glad that it's coming to an end...
Well, today's definitely a day worth celebrating, with the string of good news!!
And now, there are sighs that this long and arduous journey may be cut short, shorter than expected.
Not that it is bad news, in fact, if it were so, it would be considered good news actually.
Without the uncertainty of what lies ahead, I would definitely rest easier.
But I just can't help but feel we are letting the enemy off too lightly if the journey's really cut short, but guess I should slowly learn to let go of my hatred.
It's really not easy for the hurt and damages done. Damages have been done, damages that have been irreversible. Things that were once so precious had been forced to slip from my fingers.
Or should I feel thankful in a way, that these experiences have allowed me to see certain things in a new light ... and let go of what I would have thought quite impossible before ....
It's just that perhaps now that the journey seems coming to an end, maybe once again, I shall have to return to the real world, to perhaps where I should belong ....
To once again take up responsiblities I have eluded for the past year, to face the things, people and challenges I have been shunning from ....
By then, would I still be able to be like what I am now? No one knows the answer.
Only time will tell ..........
Anyway, thanks to people who has appeared in my dreams, and brought me good luck perhaps.Let's hope things get better for everyone of us from this moment onwards.Let this be the turning point .....