"If only words help make things better, but perhaps they only made things worse"

There is this lousy feeling coming over me now.

I am quite drained out now.

It's partly due to the fact I have not had proper rest since last week. The more I tried to sleep earlier, I wake up even earlier!!

And now 4am in the morning, I am here blogging when I should still be in my bed or preparing my things.

Sometimes, I wonder why there's such a horoscope called Cancer.

"Over-sensitive, over-emotional, pessismistic, insecurity, indecsiveness, contradictory, uncertainty, unpredictability"

Arrrrghhhhh!!!!!! I hate all those negative connotations!!

Can anyone tell me what to do when you have this feeling whatever you do is going to be wrong?

Is there anyone out there who can tell me what I can do to switch off the thoughts running in my mind for a day, let me have a proper rest for one day?

Is there a day where I can find back my balance and act in a coherent manner?

其實我很累了.

=)